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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

muahahhaa...

bu4 won the debate againsnt dj.
PErsonal message to hakimi: Good spirit!! Congratulations!!
AND to the rest of the team (amanda,, yee lian...) --COngrats! YOu guys beat the three consecutive years national champ!! That is so COOOL!

well back to my life here in pontian.
exams now. or rather tests as they call it. BUt somehow it seems as important as exams.
well mssd olahraga is next week. I really really don't feel like going. I have no chance anyway. This sucks -- Me being unable to decide whether to go or not.

erm. debate is also next week. HOpefully it doesn't clash with mssd. But yet i'm hoping it does, coz then i would have a valid reason as to why i don't want to take part in mssd. Debate topic quite easy. I'm not speaking this time. But i'm helping ( i haven't helped much coz too busy with merentas desa). er... what else ar... oh it seems sdaha is quite strong this year and hopefully they will give ssp a good fight. And hopefully they will win coz i want to go against sdaha (but that is if we do win the next few rounds, which i hope we do).

I feel like writing today. Even though my post today does seem kinda weird to me ( not that it isn't everyday). ANd tmr i have physics exam (test) which is testing us on f4 last bab and i do not know much about that bab coz.. i wasn't listening in class. So just now when i was reading i had headache and i think i'm going to give up on physics. It's just not my subject.

I read a article in The Star on sunday. IT warned bloggers about the dangers of blogging. Too much private and personal information might result into danger. (you guys noe what danger i s'pose, no need me to explain). Well, i don't really know whether i'm putting in too much info here, but if you think i do, please tell me!

i guess thats it for today. My life is dull.

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Saturday, February 25, 2006

got this from tze mien's friendster blog::

the real secret of narnia

the real secret of the movie Narnia:
over the years,millions of narnia fans have discovered tht theres another secret in the wardrobe.C.S.Lewis,the author of the lion,the witch and the wardrobe,called this secret "the story within the story." In narnia,edmund falls under the spell of of the white witch.he gives in to pride,selfishness and greed.he bcomes a traitor.and according to the "deep magic" or law on which narnia was founded edmund must pay penalty with his life.the bible tells us tht at one time or another everyone of us has behaved like edmund.we've all done things tht displease others and God,too.those things are called sins.in his book,the bible,God says tht "all have sinned"(romans 3:23).and according to the law on which our world is founded,the penalty for sin is death.in other words,our sins earn us something we dont really want!the only hope for edmund and narnia is the lion aslan,the lord of the wood,the king of beasts,son of the emperor-byond-the-sea.only aslan-the one hu created narnia-can deliver it frm the power of the white witch.in the bible,jesus christ is called the "lion of judah".he is the king of kings,the lord of lords and the son of god.he is the only one who can save us."the reason the son of god appeared was to detroy the works of the devil"(1 john 3:8).aslan lays down his life for edmund,taking edmund's punishment and dying in his place.the bible says "god show his love for us in tht while we were still sinners,christ died for us"(romans 5:8)

cool, ain't it?

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just came back from merentas desa competition. Don't ask me how i did, coz HELLO?? it's mssJ... thats like competing against people from batu pahat and johor bahru...how am i supposed to stand a chance?? i didn't even get like .. hmm.. top 50. lol.. .yea lar.. it was also coz i had stomachache n i was pretty lazy to run coz i knew i had no chance.. (duh)... just to sum it up--it was a big waste of my time coz pontian team didn't even have a shirt and i got from the whole thing which lasted for almost two days was a miserable piece of certificate. Oh and last night we slept in a classroom. They had some straw mats on the floor so we just used our bags as pillows and slept. I was so sleepy so i managed to fall asleep quite early--which was 10 o clock, but i was awaken by some loud snoring and noises at 2 o clock, and then we had to get up at 5 o clock. ANd it was so cold, coz we were in some FELDA place,,, and my feet was like shivering.. *sigh*...

test is next week. next tuesday to thursday, to be exact. I'm not that scared, coz it's just a test. BUt on the other hand, it's the first test of FORM 5.. i'm pretty worried lar... (yes i noe im kinda confusing at times)... so i brought some books to read during the merentas desa,, but ended up scanning through one page only. Maybe i'll skip sch on monday coz there's nothing much on on monday anyway, so it's like a waste of my time if i do go (not that everyday isn't a waste of my time anyway....lol)...

oh before i forget.. last thursday was sports day. Also one of the most embarassing days of my life. WHy? coz.....
During the 4x400m run, i was the last runner, so i was like--'okay.. my first runner is quite good, the second and third can maintain, and then i'll be the last lar...' BUT my first runner was so so so so freaking slow, she was like half a round behind the person in front of her!!. and then my second and third runner just kept getting slower and slower as the other runners from the other teams kept getting faster and faster. In the end, i was left to catch up with the then third placed runner, who was more than 100m in front of me. BUt at the end of the race, (i couldn't catch up with her btw), i tried to pecut faster, and so the upper part of my body when in front, but the lower part of my body stayed slow, so *SPLAT*,, i fell flat on the ground... oh my gosh that was so embarassing.....!!! yeesh... i kinda prolonged my stay at the padang coz i was so malu to return the the khemahs...lol...

be right back my relatives are here.

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Tuesday, February 21, 2006

ok i'm trying to set a new record--going online for five minutes a day. lol

No lar.. i've just been real busy and all.. with tests, debate and sports all happening at the same time... erm.. like just this evening i went for merentas desa mssj practice, and then tmr morning skip sch practise again, thursday day sports day, friday got to go segamat already for the competition, saturday run, come back, then rest two days, tuesday to thursday test, friday debate, and oso got pengawas motivasi camp.

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I"M SO STRESSED I CAN"T EVEN THINK STRAIGHT!!!

okay i've got to go study sejarah.. now.. stupid subject.. bye.

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Friday, February 17, 2006

i hate my school. i hate my life. i hate myself.

ELABORATIONS AS BELOW>>

SCHOOL:
-the teachers are crazy. They give us so so so so much homework. It's like, everyday, every period, there's homework. I think they have some eyesight problem. They think they are facing a class of superman everyday, can do work at superspeed.. I mean, how on earth are we supposed to complete our work when we are also FORCED to attend pakad which only ends at 4?? And even then, we are given MORE work from pakad. That's dumb!!
-the pengetua is like... *oh my gosh undescribable*.... erm... well she came into our class today and just said a few sentences like -'Physics must get A1. The whole class.' .... annoying.
-some teacher went up to talk today (can't remember who), but anyway he/she told us bout some student from sri tanjung taking 20 subjects or sumthing like that.. and i was like--'what does that have to do with us??? In case you haven't notice, this school is Dato' Penggawa Barat, not Sri Tanjung!! SO why tell us? What, you expect us to take 27 subjects ar? Pleasee.. we're not as KIASU as you....'
-the school system. Ahem.. pay up (RM1) if you : 1. don bring your book. 2. don't wear name tag. 3. don't wear school badge. 4. late. 5. didn't do homework. 6. your hair is too long. 7. ponteng school. 8. ponteng class. 9. ponteng house practice ............ THIS IS SO RETARDED!!! no elaborations needed i s'pose.
-the prefect board. i really have no mood to talk bout the prefect board coz it's pretty crappy oso. JUst wanna mention that we, the prefects have to pay double for all the above, so yeah,.. that just shows how money-minded the WHOLE ENTIRE School is. OH and there's another even lamer thing, can u believe that guys and girls are not allowed to sit together in the canteen!?!?!?? I mean, how stoopid is that?!?!?!? So therefore, the whole group of us prefects are now not allowed to sit together too. *CRAPPPY* THIS IS FREAKIN SILLY!!!!!!!!!

MY LIFE:
-debate. *oh my goodness gracious how do i begin.. urmmmmm*.. well the first match is the friday after next, which is one day after the test ends. So teacher said we have to take the test later coz we have to practise.... *sigh*......
-sports. Sports Day is nex thursday. Thank God i'm only involved in three events, in which i've already ran two of them (1500m and 400m), so there's only 4 x 400m left. I don't feel like going for MSSD this year, but i have a feeling i will be FORCED to coz after all joanna (sis) was one of the biggest glory of the school MSSD last year, so since i'm here sister, i'm supposed to do as well, which i CAN"T. *pressssssure...*
-homework. i've already mentioned this up there.
-friends. I really don't know who i'm close to. I'm neither there nor here. I'm lost.
-life in general. It's very boring, with everyday packed with school, tuition and homework. IT"S HORRRRRRRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!

MYSELF:
-i'm so fickle. first i like *****, then i like ******, then i think back of my old *****, and then >>>> okay that ***** doesn't mean anything or anyone in particular, but that's like an example lar, for all things and for all people oso lar.. It's like--have you ever thought about something/someone for a long time, and like some days miss it/him/her but on the other days, totally hate and wishes it/him/her to be gone?? That's how i'm like... and i hate it.
-i'm so lazy. See what i'm doing now? I'm complaining that i have too much homework, but i'm not making any move to do it. Everytime i start i feel like stopping. YEEEESSH!!!
-i'm kinda hot-tempered. Yeah, i have annoyed a few teachers already this year and i'm sure some of my friends too. That's coz i have been mostly in a bad mood for this two months. So just wanna say i'm very SORRY to those i have offended.

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Tuesday, February 14, 2006

*yawn*
it has been a few tiring days for me...
general summary of what happened these two days::

MONDAY
-found out that Pra Kejohanan will be on thursday and friday.. HAPPY coz that would mean those involved could skip class and i most probably will..
-was given the list of debate topics for district level and was told to get information
-as usual, had extra class in the afternoon, but it was kinda lame coz before school ended we begged teacher to cancel the class but she grew slightly irritated and said no. So extra class was scheduled to start at 215, but she only arrived around 225, and then she came in, passed us a latihan paper (essay), and said we start writing until 3 o clock then we can go back. And i was like--WHAT? we stayed back just for half an hour of class??? Now that's stupid. *sigh*...
-realized that tuesday was Valentine's Day..grew slightly excited even though something that happened during the last period of sch did (sumthing to do with Valentine's Day) did irritate me alot... lol...

TUESDAY
-had sports team meeting. We registered our names for the events for Sports Day. ( i masuk 1500m, 4 x 400m, and 400m). Found out that peggy would not be around for Pra KEjohanan so she didn't masuk 1500m and 400m.
-Met Debate teacher who told me to go look for information about the debate topics again. (Which is what i'm half doing now)
-lotsa teachers din come today so we had lotsa free time but i had no mood to do hw.
-oh yeah today's VALENTINE"S DAY!! So yeah, i gave out chocolate to my friends, they said it looked nice (coz i wrapped it in crepe paper), but i thought it looked really crappy coz i suck at wrapping gifts lol.
-had extra class in the afternoon (bio)

NOW
-looking up on debate topics
-doing moral project
-downloading music
-chatting
-and erm............. feeling tired and stressed coz i have lots more work to do but i'm too lazy.....
Yup that's about it..... just wanna wish everyone HAPPY VALENTINE"S DAY!! For those who are single (like me) and feeling left out on this memorable day, don worry!, Mr or Mrs. RIght (Ms, actually, coz she shouldn't me married yet ryt?) will come one day!!!

Love,
Jocelyn..

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Sunday, February 12, 2006

went to tebrau city shopping mall yesterday. Man.. was i impressed. It must be the first ever shopping mall built in johor that actually looks like KL. Yup, it's pretty big, very high class, all the very branded stuff and all, so yeah, it's pretty cool. *one utama is still bigger, lol*.. Jusco there is quite big, in the clothes section, they even have body glove and tropicana life and quiksilver all those brands in jusco itself. And the clothes there are NICE, lol. hahahaa... So our family decided to just forget city square totally, and go to tebrau city to shop from then on.. It isn't that far away anyway.. around one hour 15 minutes.. haha... Then after that we went to HARRIS, which i think is actually POpular, but they changed their name for some weird reason bout foreigners and stuff. Don't really know much about it. Yup Harris was pretty cool coz they had lotsa discounts and all, like buy 2 books free one book and lotsa 20 % discount. BUt i didn't buy anything coz while waiting for my parents who were buying some other stuff elsewhere, i read lotsa books *i just flipped through itlar... know the whole story, that's it*.. :P OK and then i flipped through some cookbooks and recipe books which made me seriously hungry and i felt like eating cakes. So when my parents came back i said i wanted to eat at Secret Recipe but in the end after eating at the food court i just didn't feel like eating cakes so ohwell, some other time i suppose (after all there is a secret recipe in centrepoint, just opposite my house in bandar utama.. yay yay)...
okay i have really nothing else to say.. so bye bye..!

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Tuesday, February 07, 2006

I love this quote by Ellyn Satter, a dietitian and author of several books on nutrition:
Normal eating is being able to eat when you are hungry and continue eating until you are satisfied. It is leaving some cookies on the plate because you know you can have some again tomorrow, or it is eating more now because they taste so wonderful when they are fresh. Normal eating is overeating at times: feeling stuffed and uncomfortable. It is also undereating at times and wishing you had more. Normal eating is trusting your body to make up for your mistakes in eating. Normal eating takes up some of your time and attention, but keeps its place as only one important area of your life. In short, normal eating is flexible. It varies in response to your emotions, your schedule, your hunger and your proximity to food.

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SO HAPPPYY!!
coz this is the first time i'm free from one o clock till night time with no tuitions or any extra activities in between! extra class was canceled... so im FREE!!
okay, not exactly, coz i just realized that i have tons of homework to do...but hey! it's much better doing it at home!!
YOu know i just realized that writing like this is quite hard for people to read so probably putting colours might be better, so that is why today my post seems slightly more colorful.. lol..
So anyway i recently just bought the Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire DVD (yeah i know, im pretty outdated i guess, i mean, it has been like what, four months?) so i will probably be watching it soon! Hooray!
Valentine's Day is coming up soon. I guess chocolates would be in my room soon, lol. (i'm not saying it in a perasan way, im buying chocolates for myself!!!) Ahhh.. hehe.. that reminds me of something.. I was reading OK! (malaysia edition) and there was this article bout nick lachey and jessica simpson. Another glamourous marriage screwed up. *sigh* what a pity. They looked so HOT together...[see below]
Gorgeous, ain't it? i mean.. the photo.. lol. Yeah, they're both gorgeous people too. :P And to think that their three seasons of Newlyweds on MTV were so successful. Anyway, here are some quotes from the article:
....."Communication between two people is very important. Without it, the voices in the head start. Hopefully our story will continue for the rest of our lives, like what we vowed - through sickness and in health." Jessica never outright denied she and Nick were dealing with some personal issues. She told OK! "We fight all the time. That's the thing about when you love someone so much - you can hate them as much.".......
....Although neither Jessica or Nick have made any public statements since their press release, Jessica was seen out shopping with her sister and grandmother in LA over the Thanksgiving holiday weekend, and Nick was photographed still wearing his wedding band.[[adds jocelyn(me)-->look! there's still hope!!]]There has been no confirmation from either side as to whether the separation will ultimately lead to official divorce proceedings. ....
I'm keeping my fingers cross for a reunion!!
Okay now i'm going back to the topic of Valentine's Day. Here is what i found on the website http://www.pictureframes.co.uk/pages/saint_valentine.htm.
Valentine Traditions

Hundreds of years ago in England, many children dressed up as adults on Valentine's Day. They went singing from home to home. One verse they sang was:
Good morning to you, valentine;
Curl your locks as I do mine---
Two before and three behind.
Good morning to you, valentine.

In Wales wooden love spoons were carved and given as gifts on February 14th. Hearts, keys and keyholes were favourite decorations on the spoons. The decoration meant, "You unlock my heart!"

In the Middle Ages, young men and women drew names from a bowl to see who their valentines would be. They would wear these names on their sleeves for one week. To wear your heart on your sleeve now means that it is easy for other people to know how you are feeling.

In some countries, a young woman may receive a gift of clothing from a young man. If she keeps the gift, it means she will marry him. [[jocelyn(me) adds:YIKES!!!]]

Some people used to believe that if a woman saw a robin flying overhead on Valentine's Day, it meant she would marry a sailor. If she saw a sparrow, she would marry a poor man and be very happy. If she saw a goldfinch, she would marry a millionaire. [[jocelyn(me) adds: what is she didn't see anything?]]

A love seat is a wide chair. It was first made to seat one woman and her wide dress. Later, the love seat or courting seat had two sections, often in an S-shape. In this way, a couple could sit together -- but not too closely!

Think of five or six names of boys or girls you might marry, As you twist the stem of an apple, recite the names until the stem comes off. You will marry the person whose name you were saying when the stem fell off.

Pick a dandelion that has gone to seed. Take a deep breath and blow the seeds into the wind. Count the seeds that remain on the stem. That is the number of children you will have.
If you cut an apple in half and count how many seeds are inside, you will also know how many children you will have.

Valentine's day... a day of love, friendship, roses, ,, and CHOCOLATE!!! hahaha.. don mind me.. but i really really really like chocolate. But please, if you really really mean well, do not buy chocolates for me coz they're really fattening!! hahaha...

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Sunday, February 05, 2006

Phew! Finally back from PJ. Well lets see.. i didn't really do much on Saturday, coz i was SICK! Can you believe that? I was like planning to go visiting, watch movie, eat in a nice restaurant.... and i got sick. Thats like so ... eeeeesh! I really have no idea how i got sick, coz i remember that i was still ok on friday! So anyway friday night i went to sleep, and then i woke up at four something and i felt cold, so i switched off the air-con, and i thought that was it. But i still felt cold, so i switched the fan down to 2, and in the end i just switched off the fan completely. I concluded that i was having fever but was too lazy to get panadol, so i just tried to get back to sleep... Then like after that, i did manage to get back to sleep, but it wasn't a pleasant one, coz i had a nightmare, the very first one in my whole teenage years. I dreamed that i was in the shower, as in like in a clubhouse shower, so lotsa my friends were in there too, coz it was after a pool party thingy, and then suddenly my close friend turned into a skimpily dressed ghost. Clad in a red top and a skirt, she went around scaring everyone in the shower. It seemed that her motive was to scare everyone before she turned back into human, but i was hiding in the shower coz i'm terribly afraid of ghosts (who isn't?). So anyway i was hiding and she was like outside the door, and then suddenly she burst in, and i saw her, and fainted. Then i woke up. Not a very scary dream you might say, but hey, you weren't in it, you wouldn't understand.. Okay back to the topic, so i was sick on Saturday. But i enjoyed myself watching chicken little, listening to music, watching music videos, and playing solitaire on the com. (lol)... OH and i also followed mum and dad out to Tesco just to shop for groceries for Joanna while she was having fun at her friend's place. Then thats it for Saturday.
Sunday, went to church as usual. MEt Denise and friends there. They were signing up for some youth valentine's night program, and asked me to go, but i couldn't make it, it's like next week or something like that. Sis will probably go, PROBABLy, hehe... Then went for the sermon,, lol, the speaker was Rodney Duncan's dad, Bill Duncan. Not bad, the sermon, lotsa stories, quite touching... Okay, then it was lunchtime, we went to the under-the-tree coffee shop (thats what everyone calls it, we don't really know the name of the shop), and saw lotsa church people there as well. I tried to order porridge, but when i told the lady 'One porridge,' (i even made the gesture), she started babbling in cantonese about the flavours and all, and the sizes... which, i did not understand at all. So i gave up, and went back and then Joanna went to help me talk, but she spoke to another guy, who just nodded when she said 'ONe bowl of porridge' in mandarin. And i was like--'What happened to the flavours and sizes???' Not fair.....
After lunch, we went to centrepoint, to visit the new store there--OUTLET, to just look around. All of us got something for ourselves there, not surprising, coz we spent like one hour in there.. hehe...
*yawn*... Something tells me that i should be in bed right now... it's like so late already..*sighs*... tomorrow is the first day of school after Chinese New Year, it feels like so long ago since i've been to school... NOt that i'm missing it, in fact, i'm dreading it. It means more work, more stress, less time, less play. AARRGGHH!! Why is life so miserable!! *blech*........OK going off now... ciao.

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Thursday, February 02, 2006

hmm...(above)--> my family and i with my aunts family along with my uncles family in his house.
(below)--> my family and i with my aunts family along with my dad's friend's family (the ones sitting down)
i didn't take much photos during chinese new year because... 1. on the first day of chinese new year i brought the camera, brought the memory card, but forgot the bateries. 2. On the second day of chinese new year, i brought the camera, brought the bateries, but this time forgot the memory card. *hey don blame me k, im just slightly forgetful thats all*... BUt i remembered to bring everything on the third day!!! haha...

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This morning i went visiting to my english tuition teachers house with some other friends (actually around 13 of them). The day before joanna (sis) was there, and she told teacher that i was planning to do mass communication. So today teacher asked me bout it and i didn't quite know what to say because i myself am not sure what i wanna do! i mean, i still have one more year to think about it right? But im kinda confused right now, coz during that time when i went for the education fair in klcc i took all mass com brochures and now my parents are encouraging me to take LAW. And when they told me that, i was like--LAW?? Cool.. but i was kinda skeptical at first, because lawyers to me were always those fierce and decisive people. And me?? a happy go lucky person. imagine me as a lawyer. YIkes... i wonder whether anyone would wanna work with me lol... so anyway back to my teacher. Yea she kinda said i had the talent (she used another word i forgot) for it and she told me that if im good i can go very far. (this is for mass com) BUt the thing is--am i really cut out for mass com??? Questions questions.. I NEED ANSWERS!!! help me people!

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Wednesday, February 01, 2006

im going back to kl for one day! Well not really one day.. but one day and a half.. This is because my whole family is gonna send my sister back to bandar utama so im following oso lor. We will be going up on friday night, and the three of us (dad,mum and i) will stay dere until probably sunday afternooon. So hopefully we can go to church on sunday. And on saturday i will be free! to go out.. to watch movie.. who knows? hahaha...

hey my blog really sucks man... there's like totally nothing in it.. I have no idea how dat HTML thing works. SO my sistser is probably going to help me organize it and all. BUt all my other friends doesn't seem to have a blog leh, so how to LINK?

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Oooh.. cool.. i posted a picture.. the very first one.. lol..
i'm sure most people know who this is right? Its Kelly Clarkson.. I was so bored so i just posted the picture.. haha..

Anyway.. its chinese new year. THere doesn't seem to be much atmosphere around here or maybe its just me but yeah... it's kinda boring ya know.. Yesterday, the whole group of us went visiting.. it was quite fun, but tiring man.. and it was so HOT!!! Well it was partly because we did spend a lot of time on the road walking but it was still a very very very sunny day.. so whether or not we were walking out in the hot sun.. it was still damn HOT!! [lol im crapping] :P

Then at night, my family and i went out with my dads frens family and my uncles family for dinner in jb. And then... my uncles family and us (does that sound correct?) went to visit another uncles family and then the three families went to visit my aunties family together.. Confusing>? hhaa...

And then.. came home, went to bed. Woke up nex morning...which is today.. and hey presto! here i am!!! --bored. and tired. and sleepy.

joce.

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