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Monday, July 24, 2006

oh....
*sobs*
I can't do this...
NO!!!
I just can't!!!
Help!
I can't say it myself.
No. No. No.
*SOB**
Okay.
Here goes nothing.
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I'm leaving.
Yes.
You heard right.
I'm leaving this blog.
www.xanga.com/blueblitz90
yeah.
it's much faster.
I'll blog here when i'm free-er.
Seriously.
See you guys k? Don't miss me.
Tata. *wipes of tears on face*
:D

[jocelyn crapped @ 8:03 PM ]

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Saturday, July 15, 2006

the rest of the cheer photos:

what is joey g doing???!?!?

JIEN JIEN JIEN!!! MY HERO! See the shirt he was wearing? Wanted to buy that, but they ran out of my size. :(. I'm the girl behind behind there, next to amanda, behind the cheerleader. :D

me, lydia, mich, mandy, chris, hueiyuih.
keehao, winston, chris, me, XANDRIA OOI,lydia, michelle, huey wen!!

[jocelyn crapped @ 11:02 PM ]

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Friday, July 14, 2006

okay it's official.

I"M ADDICTED TO THE INTERNET.
And i hate this blog. Have i mentioned that earlier? I just hate the template so so so much. :D

I'm hating everything around me this few days. EVERYTHING. Like, every single thing i see. I've been in a foul mood these few days. But then again when i'm in a foul mood i tend to act crazy. Like 'hehehhehee',' hahahahaa', 'i'm so happy happy' and making nicknames for people. SHIT. Is this what happens when you're lovebroken?!?!

I'm going to bitch a little here. It's about people's attitude that i don't like. I mean, it's like damn childish to tease here and there and all, OKAY? Some guy talks to me, and people say--'HAHA. he likes you.'. Like what the hell man. It's STUPID. Which would mean i like damn a lot of guys cause i talk to damn a lot of guys lar. Everyone everywhere is like that. YEESH. Even hakimi is facing this problem. Right kimi? So annoying right? I mean, it's damn retarded okay.

SORRY I"M NOT OFFENDING ANYONE I"M JUST STATING WHAT I THINK AND IF YOU FEEL PISSED PLEASE UNDERSTAND THAT I"M NOT FEELING CORRECT TODAY. IT"S JUST A RANDOM RANT. BUT IF YOU REALLY CAN"T STAND IT, THEN GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE.

Jocelyn: SHIT LAR SPM coming.
Friend: Aiyar can one lar you're so smart.
Jocelyn: aiyar... i'm not smart lar.. just normal.
Friend: YES you are.
Jocelyn: No i'm not.

Doesn't this give me immense pressure? No wonder i'm cracking now. Like, literally. Oh my goodness how do i say this. Yes ok so i'm a tad smart, but i'm not hardworking at all ok! SO MY SPM IS GOING TO GO BOOOOOOM!. Yeah. So much for 'doing as well as my sister'. DAMN.

AND OH LIKE SHUCKS BEING IN LOVE DOESN"T HELP.

[jocelyn crapped @ 9:32 PM ]

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Wednesday, July 12, 2006

ZIZOU! Why did you have to do that! It was funny at first but when he got the red card i stopped laughing instantly. FRANCE LOST BECAUSE OF YOU!

I have no mood to blog today.

I don't like the italians. Hmmmmpppppph.

Test now.

Cya.

[jocelyn crapped @ 2:40 PM ]

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Sunday, July 09, 2006

yay! i've got two blogs to blog in now.

www.xanga.com/blueblitz90

CLICK IT! IT"S A COMMAND!

hahaaa.. i'll be bloggin in both. Don't worrry.

But for now it's time to sleep so i can get up in time for football at 2am.

LES BLEUS! (eventhough i think italy will win) haha..

tooodles.

[jocelyn crapped @ 10:45 PM ]

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Saturday, July 08, 2006

those were the days...

Was looking through the photos in my computer, and look what i came upon! Cute pictures we took during our form 3 year.

i think i was being asked why my answers for some bm pemahaman were the same as someone elses, i think i copied someone.so yeah, aha
Nope, he didn't draw that. Chunwei lar.
The pioneer batch of cheerleaders and kenny and nick.

amanda always has such good poses. lol.

malam bakat dance. Can you spot me?

choir. I'm there too! haha.

pioneer batch of blizerz. :P.
Hakimi kicking ball.

the picture that caused so much trouble. Sorry lar guys, i didn't know we weren't allowed to bring shandy to school.

i love this photo!! for whatever reason. :P

aren't they cute? they're having this who-can-stick-your-hand-in-the-coolbox-for-the-longest-time competition. HHAh..
aiyz. very lazy to upload adey. bybye.

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Friday, July 07, 2006

BLITZERZ!!!
some problems with the html code. go to www.youtube.com and check it out.

Photos:::
FORM 5s!!! (look at that, all sweden fans. XD)
Winston and his usual blur look.
Hueywen and me. :P
the form 5's again.

sorry lar only got four photos. The rest are in michelle's camera and i haven't gotten it from her. :P. See the blitzerz video!!.

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Thursday, July 06, 2006

damn.

germany lost. portugal lost. how sad is that? now there would be much less viewers for the finals, because girls who watch football just for the lengchais are not going to bother watching it anymore, because seriously man, the italians and french are just now as sexy as the germans and the portugese. lol. Talking bout Ballack, Friedrich, Lahm, Klose, C.Ronaldo, Figo, ...... haha.

GERMANY vs ITALY. OKay to be honest, italy really deserved to win. Their attack speed was simply amazing and they could have scored so many times if not for their silly mistakes. But i wouldn't be that pissed if they had scored the 2 goals during normal time. I mean.. LAST TWO MINUTES OF EXTRA TIME!??!?!? What the heck man... And i really liked Klinsmann, but i wished he had put Schweinsteiger in from the very beginning. And the Torsten Frings ban was ridiculous. It wasn't his freaking fault! The Argentinians were the ones who agitated him and initiated the fight! So of course he had to retaliate! I mean, what else can he do? Just stand there and let the freaking a**holes bash him up? Stupid moronic decision to ban him. BUt on second thought, maybe it wouldn't have made much difference too, because italy was simply too good. Face it, germany lost to a better team. :'( i was almost in tears when germany lost, but i saluted the players for their fighting spirit and their grace. Did they shout in anger or go and annoy the italians? NO. They clapped their hands as the crowd stood up and applauded with pride. Now that's what you call grace. And that's why football is such a beautiful game.
LEARN FROM THAT, ARGENTINA.

FRANCE vs PORTUGAL. Portugal deserved to win. They were faster, better, more accurate than the french. And that penalty kick shouldn't have been given. Even though i took France (rm10), i was kind of sad when i saw how hard the portugese were trying to equalize the goal by Zidane. C.ronaldo and Figo were good. They deserved to play italy in the finals. And i kind of pitied C.ronaldo, he was booed everytime he had the ball. So what if he made Rooney get the red card? Rooney deserved it, whether he stamped on the portugese's groin deliberately or not. C.Ronaldo is good. STOP BOOING HIM. And he's hot too. And the way he cried, the way tears poured down his eyes.. MAN. HE IS SO DAMN HOT.

ITALY would win the world cup this year.
Not happy with my own prediction, but i guess i would have to face reality. Notice that all the teams listed in my poll are all gone. Hah. What a joke.

I'm so so so infatuated with all the HOT footballers.

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Monday, July 03, 2006

So many many things happened this weekend!!!

First, WORLD CUP 2006. LIke, OMG!!! In just one night, the heart of England and Brazil fans were shattered. I didn't watch the England Portugal match, but i heard it was pretty boring and England was really lousy. Wayne Rooney getting the red card and Skipper Beckham getting injured and all obviously didn't help. But the penalty shootouts! 3-1! How terrible can England be? Or maybe, how good can Ricardo be? Oh well.

And BRAZIL was lousy too. And i must say, Zidane is awesome. His skills, the way he shifts the ball between his two legs, the way he plays with it before passing, man.. so amazing. Yes i woke up at 3am to watch the match knowing that i would have to get up quite early at 7am to go for cheer. I mean.. once every four years!! But anyway, Zidane should be the man of the match. Is he? Fabulouso...

Okay now on cheer 06. I went there by lrt with kay aun and kai zen. The lrt was full of Dynamitez fans which kinda freaked us out, because DJ has never like BLitzerz. I personally really like Dynamitez but i obviously can't support them can i? Even if i want to, the DJ people would bash me up or something. Hhaaaa..

The minute we reached there, we walked down and lotsa people saw me because i was wearing a brown shirt, and not blue. And you know what was the first thing they said to me? NO, it wasn't 'Hi jocelyn you're back!' or 'Hey you're back from JOHOR!' or 'Wow you came all the way up??". It was this--

'WHY AREN'T YOU WEARING BLUE??"

Wow. Thanks guys for the nice welcome.

Anyway amanda sold me her shirt for rm10 so i just bought it and changed straight away.

The competition was interesting at first, with Titans being the second team to come up after a horrible performance by an all-guys team. I must say, they were good. With that flagtearing thing in the beginning and the turning stunts in the middle, it was certainly a fresh new routine that really impressed me. After that it was pretty boring, then Dynamitez performed. Sharp stunts at first, good routine, but it was pretty unfortunate that they had a few falls, so it was kind of expected that they may not be able to be the champions again.

Before Blitzerz's performance, me and lydia sneaked backstage to see the team. The security guard was so dumb lar, didn't even see us walking past him. So anyway, we wished the team all the best. I only wished meili, kahmun, jen ai, elysia, pikyen.. as they were the only ones i knew.

Blitzerz was the 14th team to perform, and i almost went deaf sitting in front of 6buses full of blue-shirt Blitzerz supporters screaming so loudly i thought my eardrum would burst. They were good, but i didn't really like the routine. BUt at least they didn't fall, unlike the first day. To say that the supporters were ecstatic would be an understatement. THEY WERE CRAZY.

then it was lunch break. PHOTO SESSION! Using michelle and lydia's cameras of course. Took photos with Jien, Joey G and Xandria Ooi. Xandria Ooi is Sean Ooi's sister! He's from our school. Hm i didn't know that. Anyway Xandria Ooi is a very nice person.

it was boring boring and boring after that. We were all tired. Blah blah blah games performances. I only really paid attention during the PERFORMANCE of CHARM ALL STARS, malaysia's co-ed team. THey are goood, all their stunts and all were nicely executed, with the guy's strength they had an advantage of course. But one girl fell from three levels high, which was pretty scary, but she was okay. Then Daniel performed. Okay lar i don't really like him, but he was wearing BLUE, YELLOW, and GREEN. i mean, is he a brasil fan or what? Maybe he was in mourning over Brazil's early exit in the competition. Poor Brasil.

3rd place--SELLORS. (me and michelle--WHO? WHAT? HUH???)
2nd place--DYNAMITEZ (okay lar...)
CHAMPS--TITANS (wwwoo! good job good job!!)

Overall it was a tiring but fun day for me. CONGRATS BLITZERZ FOR GETTING THE BEST SHOWMANSHIP AWARD!! It means like when you fall, you still don't give up and you also always cheer for other teams. Splendid performance!

Have to go now mum's complaining.

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Saturday, July 01, 2006

can i say.. I TOLD YOU SO???

GERMANY WON!!!

on penalty shootouts. 4-2.

But i have to say this: Both Germany and Argentina coaches are dumb. Argentina pulled out Crespo and some other strong player after Ayala secured one goal for them, thinking that it would remain that way. Then Klose scored for Germany, and two minutes later the coach pulled him out. ?!?!! I know there are strategies and all, but how can you pull out the best scorer in the whole world cup so far after he gave you a miracle and live-saving goal???

The penalty shootout was just amazing. Germany was 100% successful with Neuville, Ballack, Podolski and Borowski shooting the ball straight into the goal. I was kind of skeptical with Ballack at first, because he was already limping during ExtraTime, but he managed. (damn he's good). Lehmann would be the hero of the day, saving not just one, but two shots from Argentina. Oliver Kahn must be so proud of him. HAhaaa..

And.. i love the Germany coach. He is the best looking of all coaches so far. Tall, slim and handsome as compared to the normal fat, stout and ugly. :P.

MICHAEL BALLACK MAN OF THE MATCH!

What i like in the Germany team:
Michael Ballack the lion,
Miroslav Klose the charming striker,
and Jurgen Klinsmann the slim coach. :D

so few people online right now.. all gearing up for cheer 06 huh?
will be leaving at one.
CYA!

[jocelyn crapped @ 10:34 AM ]

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Friday, June 30, 2006

durians make you HOT.

i've been eating lotsa durians the past few days which is making me not just fatter, but HOTTER. Not the HAWT hot lar.. i mean the PANAS hot ... Yeeesh!

The Spanish are down. Less HOT people. Less HUNKS. :( Everyone cry. (girls...)

Oh which reminds me about the Smallville i just watched just now. New season, don't ask me which season coz i'm kind of lost now, all i know is that the opening episode was that CLARK KENT lost his powers (abilities) and disobeyed Jor-El. Mmmm...TOM WELLING is hot as usual, and KRISTIN KREUK (how to spellar...) is gorgeous as usual....

Can Brandon Routh and Kate Bosworth beat them?

My answer: NO! I remain faithful to the TomWellingKristinKruekcouple. Not the SUPERMAN RETURNS couple.

Guys..(And girls...), i'm only going for cheer 06 on sunday, so stop asking. Thank you. Why? Coz sunday is a repeat of sunday! Why do i wanna go bore myself out on saturday knowing that i'll see the same thing the next day? 34 teams man.. how many good teams are there? It's going to be a bore.. ....

GERMANY versus ARGENTINA!!!
A must watch match!!
Who would reign supreme? *wowh.*

hahaaa... just watch it lar.. even non football fans much watch this match too, it would be the most sensational match ever... And i would be sitting in front of the tv, praying so hard that Hernan (or Herman) Crespo and MaxiRodriguez would somehow trip on something on the way out to the pitch... Haha.. no lar. fair match ok. MAY THE BEST TEAM WIN. *germany obviously*!!!

Miroslav Klose.. Lucas Podolski.. the unstoppable duo!

GERMANY WILL WIN.

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

Who will be there for cheer 06:

1. Jien
-Yes he's old, but he's still nevertheless handsome.

2. Joey G.
-Honestly, i won't go googaa over him. He's just okay. *girls probably like him coz he's a caucasian.. or half a caucasian.. whatever he is.*

3. Xandria Ooi
-Last year, it was Amber Chia as the celebrity judge for the Best Dressed Category, but this year Xandria Ooi takes up her place. Now honesly, Amber Chia is way hotter. But Xandria Ooi will do, coz she has a autograped Brasil jersy by Cafu. hahaa.. just kidding. It's only Cafu anyway, i think if it was Kaka, people (especially the girls) would be more jealous of her. I mean.. Cafu is nowhere near cute!!. Oh back to cheer topic. Well, since Amber Chia was only present on Saturday last year, it should be the same this year too. Which means, i won't get to see her because i'm only going to be there on Sunday. Oh well, it's not AmberChia.

4. BLITZERZ!
-Need i say more?

5. Dynamitez
-HOT girls with guy voices. The best of the best (last year). We'll seee this year.

6. Daniel Lee
-seriously, i would have preferred Jac again. i'm no fan of Daniel Lee. No offence Daniel fans, but Jaclyn's voice totally overpowers Daniel's.

Who won't be there? Azura. I miss her. Where is she!!!???

Oh the Germany vs Argentina match will be held tomorrow. My my my, i seriously am extra excited because i know it's going to be one hell of a match. But don't worry, i'm sure Germany can beat Argentina. I just know it. And i'm still grumbling that noone wants to bet with me. I'm supporting Germany. Anyone interested in betting? No balls (ahem.goals) to give obviously. Hah. *oo renkang is supporting argentina... hehe.. anyone else?**

I've told you my predictions for the World Cup final.
Now i wanna lay out my predictions for cheer 2006.

Champion: Blitzerz
1st runner-up: Dynamitez
2nd runner-up: Dunno.

This predictions won't be accurate, because it's hard to tell who would win. The more accurate predictions can only be made on saturday after the first day of the competition, which is also the day i will be going shopping in the Curve. HHAAaa..

BLITZERZ ROCKZ!

P.S.--Anyone who remembers, can you please tell me the new cheer for blitzerz in the comments section? Thanks.

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Monday, June 26, 2006

Oh my goodness.

How silly can i be??

I was trying to find Holland's name on the group list and couldn't find it. Instead, there was 'Netherlands'. And you know what i said?? The newpaper made an error there and wrote Netherlands instead of Holland. MY GOSH! Yes yes yes my geography is bad! I JUST FOUND OUT THAT NETHERLANDS IS HOLLAND! AAAAHHHH!!!

......

Beckham was spectacular against Ecuador last night, even though the England team was like shit. I'm comparing Beckham to his team relatively, so obviously he's good. But if compared to Germany, Beckham is not good at all. Really. Anyway, his famous banana kick saved the match again, giving England a 1-0 victory over the violent Ecuadorians. And Wayne Rooney is okay only. Clumsy, but skillful. Yup i watched the match and was feeling pretty drowsy this morning especially during physics. Nope i didn't watch the Portugal match or you wouldn't even be seeing me in school today. And NOPE, i didn't bet this time.

My predictions were true! England won. Portugal one. Yeah. Anyone could have predicted that.

Now can i predict today's matches??

Italy vs Australia. Victor: Italy.

Switzerland vs Ukraine. Victor: Ukraine.
(okay this one i really don't know. I tembak one.)

Not watching the matches though. I'm planning it in such a way that i rest for one day, watch for one day, rest, watch, rest, watch, until i go crazy. NO wait i mean, until Cheer 2006 comes.

Cheer 2006 will be held in the city of KL, the city with the third ruddest people in the world. HMMM...

KLites are RUDE people!
1. They don't leave the door open for you. They slam it right in your face.
2. They don't help you pick up stuff you dropped. They ignore it and walk past you.
3. They don't say 'thank you' after you buy something from their shop. They just stare at you and curse you for buying so little.

Yeah i know i'm exxagarating but isn't that reality? Seriously, we Malaysians need to change our behaviour. The self-centeredness has got to go!!! And please don't condemn me and say that i don't do all the things above. I DO!. In fact, i hold the door open for so long that i sometimes am afraid to let go and that results in me holding the door for a damn long time until someone pulls me away. And i do say thank you, okay. And i do pick up people's stuff! Blah.
I"M POLITE.
Just to console ourselves, Singapore (the supposedly very advanced country) didn't do that well either. NO OFFENCE okay singaporeans. I'm just stating this matter-of-factly.

Yo. It's time for me to sleep and rest after a long day's work. Toodles.

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

Germany and Argentina
meeting during the Quarter finals.
How fast... The best teams so far have to go against one another so soon. Who will triumph? Who will be eliminated? Who will go through to the semis???

Klose and Podolski's 'parnership' is amazing. Seriously. And i think Klose looks cool. Haha.. This was Podolski's first goal against Sweden. He went on to score another one for Germany in the 12th minute, just 4 minutes after his first goal:
But his hope of scoring hat trick was not fulfilled as he was substituted at the 74th minute.

Ballack had so so so many attempts at the goal, but none succeeded.

Commentator: "Umpteenth attempt, Umpteenth failure.'
Poor guy. He looked so so so devastated. He kept screaming in anger and disappointment everytime his shot went too high, too wide, and got the post. Didn't he look so cool when he screamed like that? hehe... **the lion roar**
Oh and sweden had a penalty shot by Larsson but he blew it. Totally. Went really really high.
I had my first bet for this world cup yesterday. Took Germany. Gave him half a ball. rm5. Yeah lar.. betting small, first time mar. You know why it's the first time? Cause i just found out how to bet. lol. Thankz kenny. :D.
Today's matches:
Portugal vs Holland and England vs Ecuador.
My prediction:
Portugal and England would win. :P
Darn. Malaysia tv is not showing the England match. I would have to rely on the same channel i relied on yesterday for the germany match--SCTV from Indonesia. Thank u thank u SCTV, for granting my wish when you suddenly became clear last night after a whole day of blurry black and white screens. Please please please do the same tonight or i'll just DIE.
Next, Cheer 2006 news:
Cheer 2006 North winners are: Titans (champs), Elektra (2nd) and Vivacious (3rd). All three would be coming to KL for the National Cheer 2006 competition this weekend as well as the winners of Cheer 2006 South competition which is going on today. Right? Okay. BLITZERZ rockz!
Oh another thing, if blitzerz's colour is yellow and blue, then aren't they supporting brazil>? Haha... A random thought. Don't take it seriously. I don't want to get beaten up by members of the Blitzerz who support England or Germany or any other teams.
I have this strange feeling that Germany's going to win this year. :P.
Finals: GERMANY vs BRAZIL.

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